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Signets[]
Granting Signets 1[]
Aponia
Such beautiful hands. May I hold them? I cannot salvage you, but at least I can tell you that... you are not alone.
Granting Signets 2[]
Aponia
Your eyes are filled with such tragedy and resignation. Has no one ever noticed your weariness? Relax... No one can hurt you here.
Granting Signets 3[]
Aponia
What a shame. I wish I could really touch you. Those poor souls that lost themselves on the wrong path. They all had a chance to turn back, but because they lacked an embrace... they'll regret forever.
Granting Signets 4[]
Aponia
All that matters is that you are safe and sound... You are like everyone else, you fear everything I do.
Granting Signets 5[]
Aponia
Some said humans were gods before sinning, and everything they created came from their memories about heaven. As pessimistic as it sounded, it comforted us.
Granting Signets 6[]
Aponia
Even if your will is strong, I advise you to leave now. Compared to what the future holds, I can't bear to see the numerous scars you have now.
Granting Signets 7[]
Aponia
Thank you. You prove that humanity has an eternal and pure brilliance.
Granting Signets 8[]
Aponia
What has been said is true: everything humanity feared was brought by me and realized by me. For which, fate is not to blame. I know my sin, and my sin precedes me.
Granting Signets 9[]
Aponia
Yes, that was also what caused you to enter the darkness. I don't know what pains your heart, but may the salvation you wish to bestow upon others not come at such a steep price.
Granting Signets 10[]
Aponia
*Please* allow me to adjust your collar. Hmm? I'm not fussy about details, only... I know exactly when such a trifle will become a luxury.
Granting Signets 11[]
Aponia
Destiny is no longer "abnormal" to me. That's why it has a luster of "cruelty".
Granting Signets 12[]
Aponia
Indeed, the line that defines virtue is ever changing, shifting like daylight. Everything I did out of goodwill withered to bitterness. But I will not... and cannot fear making mistakes. Even if it is a mistake from the ancient past, a mistake of a liftime.
Granting Signets 13[]
Aponia
The pressure to do evil is immense... If there comes a day when I must "discipline" you, please believe me that my only thought is of... protecting you.
Granting Signets 14[]
Aponia
The fact is, the weak are willing to be shackled. Unbridled "freedom" will first awaken their fears.
Granting Signets 15[]
Aponia
When I gaze at you, I am gazing into every moment of your life.
Granting Signets 16[]
Aponia
Please forgive my selfishness of wanting to keep you here. I simply cannot turn a deaf ear to the echoes reverberating from the breakpoint.
Granting Signets 17[]
Aponia
I stand above all consequences, yet I move forward on looped paths. I... am a very odd person, aren't I?
Granting Signets 18[]
Aponia
Yes... Despite the fact that I can manipulate the process.[sic] When I do so, I witness all manner of miracles. This has led me to believe that... we did not enter each other's life by chance.
Granting Signets 19[]
Aponia
Our era has no shortage of leaders, but they went so far away that their followers lost them. That's why... I came back.
Granting Signets 20[]
Aponia
I once thought of raising the morning light in pure darkness, but Kevin would tell me what brings the long darkness to an end isn't light by fire. To this day, I still can't agree with that sentiment.
Ascetic's Memory 1[]
Mei
You've finally come out of that place.
Aponia
Is this not what you wanted? Since our first meeting... have I not satisfied your every need?
Mei
While under your control?
Aponia
Your guards are high. Hmm... in order for us to continue communicating...
Aponia
"Please" calm down.
Mei
You...
Aponia
Look, Mei, I do not have to rely on the dark space or the pendant to make a request.
Aponia
I chose to meet you there because... I feel more comfortable at home.
Mei
We aren't communicating. It's been one-sided so far.
Aponia
People only communicate when they are willing to understand each other. It is a lengthy process, so I took the liberty to skip it.
Aponia
I will try to avoid doing so. However, I need to prove something for once.
Mei
So, itit this one of your abilities?
Aponia
Hmm? Have you not realized? In your memory, I see Su explained it to you.
Aponia
Before I became a MANTIS, I had discovered my gift for convincing others. Perhaps the Meta-Morph surgery only reinforced this trait.
Mei
I think I see why you're ranked 3rd. This is a dangerous trait.
Aponia
Such is the irony and contradiction of things. I gained the power to see fate, but lost the right to expect.
Aponia
Yet at the same time, I could heal the hearts of others to some extent. I could change everything, except for the end that mattered the most to me.
Aponia
Discipline? Perhaps Despair is a more fitting name.
Ascetic's Memory 2[]
Mei
I heard about what happened at Sundown Alley. You're one of the two Flame-Chasers taken from there.
Aponia
True, I was born and raiseraise there. Until the MOTHs identified me as a criminal, I had never left there.
Aponia
I suppose you already know why?
Mei
... Because you gathered and sheltered the carriers, they thought you had an ulterior motive?
Aponia
That was their excuse. How else could they justify detaining me?
Mei
An excuse... was that really an accident?
Aponia
Mei, I was not born with the power to see the future.
Aponia
There was a time I was manipulated by others.
Aponia
And those poor people... they were weary and pained. I only wanted to do whatever I could to bring them peace.
Mei
But if the MOTHs claimed that you were the instigator of the Honkai disease incident to detain you, what made them do it?
Aponia
I do not know.
Aponia
They interrogated me at great length in many ways. Their oblique response suggested they thought I knew the secrets of the MOTHs' core.
Aponia
But I knew nothing of it.
Mei
Are you telling the truth?
Aponia
Perhaps an average woman who appeared then and there was suspicious and dangerous in her own right.
Aponia
From a different angle, they were right. Whatever my intent was, I triggered that incident.
Aponia
After confirming I could not provide any useful information, they sent me to the surgery center.
Mei
To erase the insider?
Aponia
Or wanting me to survive and serve them.
Aponia
Anyhow... the MOTHs lost the power to confine me.
Aponia
And the reason I chose to stay... was complicate. I needed time to properly consider Elysia's offer.
Ascetic's Memory 3[]
Aponia
Mei, do you... dislike the pendant I gave you? I have not seen you wear it.
Mei
Of course. I don't want to get sucked into that dark space again.
Mei
The Deep End... you locked yourself up there for a long time after joining the MOTHs.
Mei
Was it necessary? Or unlike the other Flame-Chasers, you don't care about the state of affairs?
Aponia
My abilities frightened my companions, but did little to the soulless Honkai Beasts. I believed I was better at handling trivial matters than fighting.
Aponia
We needed a leader like Kevin, but also someone to hold the weak'sweak's hands, telling them everything would be okay when all hope was lost.
Mei
The weak... I'm pretty sure the people imprisoned there were mostly felons.
Aponia
The nefarious were not the only ones. You cannot imagine how many of them were heroes once.
Mei
Were heroes once?
Aponia
Mei, you and I... we are the lucky ones.
Aponia
Most people deserving of hero status lost everything because of resisting once.
Aponia
Some were maimed and could not care for themselves. Some became monsters and could never walk in the sun again.
Aponia
The rest... were unable to let go of their loss and consequently turned on humanity. The place was thick with despairs, rather than sins.
Aponia
As for the true sinners... I realized long after which that some hearts were not meant to be saved.
Aponia
That was why I insisted on staying there. I couldn't reach out to the sinners, but I could at least endure their evil for the masses.
Mei
......
Aponia
Ah... the conversation suddenly turned difficult. To apologize for spoiling the mood, I will give you a new gift for our meeting.
Aponia
This is a statue I made, nothing special. I used to enjoy making gifts for others, and they came in varieties.
Mei
Came in varieties? This was your hobby?
Aponia
I may be better at it than you think. In fact... every Flame-Chaser wears an accessory I made. You can guess what they are.
Aponia
Mei, I know... you see me as a plotter who dwells in the darkest corner.
Aponia
I felt bored, so I... eventually learned a few crafts. It is a shame that I rarely get the chance to make them.
Ascetic's Memory 4[]
Aponia
You look baffled, Mei.
Aponia
I exist to endure. You may speak freely.
Mei
......
Mei
I'm just wondering... why did everyone believe in your ability without knowing what it really was?
Aponia
Is it not the same for you?
Aponia
No one can weave a perfect lie. The essence of this ability... eluded me, others even more so.
Mei
But what's your vision really like? It can't be specific imagery, right?
Aponia
Did Su not provide a fine answer? The string he said was not a metaphor, but the truth.
Aponia
In my eyes, all living beings, even the dead, are hanging on strings, unable to act on their own.
Aponia
Tangled threads, uneven stripes, flickering candlelight... I can use many metaphors to describe what I see, but I cannot explain more.
Aponia
When I began to see, I did not understand what I saw. The colors and routes of the strings... I gradually came to realize that there were patterns.
Aponia
What they represented became clear once I took the later happenings into account... it just took time.
Mei
Rest assured that I will sever it myself
Aponia
It is fine, please try all you want. Accepting the truth... takes time, and I'm no exception.
Mei
You've doubted your power?
Aponia
We want to believe the future is uncertain, Mei. Maybe it's best for you not to see me as a perpetual outcast.
Aponia
You assume the mind is a toy to me, but I too wait in line when shopping for discounted items.
Mei
......
Aponia
But what troubled me the most at the time was not the truth.
Aponia
Did you know that in all the patterns of the strings, one's end was the easiest to discern, and the first thing I learned to predict?
Aponia
It was on this premise that I slowly learned what my vision signified. Like a story once said...
Aponia
"I wanted to explore their lives, but had to face their deaths first."
Ascetic's Memory 5[]
Mei
You said you tried to uphold the morals of the masses through discipling for some time... why did you stop?
Aponia
I did not stop... only I no longer placed my last hopes on it.
Aponia
Mei... have you ever seen someone who is truly free? They will not be bent by reality, and their desires are always fulfilled. Their freedom is absolute.
Mei
I don't think so. It's too unrealistic.
Aponia
I have.
Aponia
She tried to influence others arbitrarily. She lead them to the seemingly right path, but they always ended in destruction. As a result, she becomebecome an unmatched evil who instilled fear in all who knew her.
Aponia
This is not an isolated case. Even when one enjoys minimal freedom, their first reaction is to commit evil.
Mei
You're an advocate of human nature being evil.
Aponia
"Man errs so long as he strives." There are no exceptions.
Aponia
Of course, it is not all negative. Freedom is initially manifested as a bad thought, but at some point during doing evil, it inclines to goodness.
Aponia
I cannot explain, but it is what I have perceived.
Aponia
My Discipline exists solely to protect them.
Aponia
Few can reach the good end. Most are destroyed while committing evil, whether by themselves or others.
Aponia
For the sake of their welfare, it is better for them to be unfree, do you not agree?
Mei
But at the same time, you've deprived them of their future possibilities.
Aponia
That is the job of the pathfinders. My concern is how to send the weak off to sleep.
Aponia
Those who would never have reached the end... rather than watching their souls struggle in the dark, I can help them live a life at the start.
Mei
But your thinking changed.
Aponia
Yes. The boundaries of morality are ever-changing, and there is no such thing as a perfect standard. No matter how thought-out and well-meaning my restrictions are, they can still lead to disastrous consequences.
Aponia
I have made many mistakes of the kind, I even... caused a tragedy you know.
Aponia
I finally realized that human nature cannot be changed, much like the strings I see. The more I restrain it, the more it wants out.
Mei
......
Mei
Was the absolutely free person you mentioned a Flame-Chaser?
Aponia
Ah... I must concede that person is me.
Ascetic's Memory 6[]
Mei
I learned something about Discipline. Everyone, including you, has different opinions on it.
Aponia
Please go ahead. Too many people have expressed hatred to my face. It saddens me, but I'm accustomed to it.
Mei
......
Aponia
Though you didn't go into detail, Dr. MEI showed you the essence of Discipline.
Mei
In addition to letting you place subjective restraints, it fuels the subconscious cravings of the receiver.
Aponia
True... For this reason, I do not want anyone of you to tread the unknown. To cross the fence is to foundfound all astonishing results on accidents and sacrifices.
Mei
You're implying something. How did Dr. MEI discover its essence?
Aponia
I suppose the root cause is that people either overestimate or underestimate sentience.
Aponia
Depending on the subject, a discipline can manifest itself beyond a restriction on an action. I can even... affect bodily functions.
Mei
Bodily functions? Say you impose the discipline of live, what will happen?
Aponia
Aside from strengthening the will to survive, it also accelerates recovery to a superhuman rate. The receiver may even survive a mortal wound.
Aponia
Still, it's far weaker than that of a MANTIS, for it falls within human limits. Discipline can push the receiver towards an extreme.
Aponia
That is why the MOTHs value this ability. They wishwish to apply it on a large scale and at their own will. They named it SWARA - has a nice ring to it, no?
Mei
... Hua.
Aponia
Yes, she is a rare success.
Aponia
As you have presumed, the additional effects a discipline may bring can exceed even the wildest of imaginations.
Aponia
SWARA, on the other hand... is a product of removing the regulator.
Aponia
It created numerous monsters before Hua.
Mei
You didn't try to stop it?
Aponia
I had no grounds to do it.
Aponia
However, Miss Raiden, please believe that whatever I... we did, it was for the future of humanity.
Mei
You said please, but this time...
Aponia
I did not employ any ability. I hope you can, at the very least, make your own judgement on such matters.
Ascetic's Memory 7[]
Aponia
I have not asked you this question yet... Mei, are you curious about your future?
Aponia
If you see the book that records your life story, will you open it?
Mei
No.
Mei
I know what I'm supposed to do and I will make it happen. I don't need a book to remind me.
Aponia
Is that so? Indeed... I've handed out many books of fate.
Aponia
Few owners deemed it a gift. Most owners deemed it a torture.
Mei
I thought none of them would like it.
Aponia
There are people who disregard the outcome, Mei. I sense the same tendency in you.
Aponia
Since the books revealed several life nodes for them... they prepared them for the inevitable.
Aponia
If you know you have ten years left, you will not worry about the risky operation next day.[sic]
Mei
I... have reservations about it.
Aponia
Understandable. You have been skeptical.
Aponia
Even if you know the answer, you are advised against acting resklessly.
Aponia
There were people who, after receiving my gift, thought nothing except their own fate could kill them, and ended up paralyzed for decades.
Mei
......
Mei
This reminds me of something... you once said that the ability to see into the future is a heavy load and potentially an unbearable pain.
Mei
It's unusual for you to tell others of their fate so hastily.
Mei
......
Mei
You didn't... only gift these books to the people you hated, did you?
Aponia
My... why would I? I never had the heart to torture others.
Aponia
"Please" believe me. All I did was... schooling gently.
Ascetic's Memory 8[]
Mei
From what I know... you weren't actively engaged in anti-Honkai warfare?
Aponia
If you mean fighting on the front, then yes. Psychics are vulnerable in combat, and we are more useful elsewhere.
Mei
Like Su?
Aponia
Yes... Su opposed the laissez-faire morality. As a psychic, he managed to confront the Final Herrscher on Earth...
Aponia
Unlike me, who was brooding over... how to die right.
Aponia
I'm afraid nobody could stay away from Honkai for long. I only... took a different path.
Mei
Looking after the weak, right?
The answer was a sigh.
Aponia
It was only an expedient.
Aponia
The true meaning of looking after the weak was to help them die as regretlessly as possible.
Mei
Impossible. The best care in the world can't cure regrets.
Aponia
So this is the only scenario where I abuse my ability.
Aponia
When some were dying, I erased their lifelong pains. They would die believing they lived a perfect life.
Mei
But this perfection was a lie.
Aponia
In fact, Mei, memory is the only thing you own, but it another's or yours.
Aponia
If your wish is to change... I can grant it.
Aponia
After all... if everyone remembers you have done something, then you have.
Mei
No need. I find it meaningless.
Aponia
So do I.
Aponia
But Mei, most people crave far less than you imagine.
Aponia
They do not seek the truths of this world, and they know they are powerless to change. They only want to be held on their death bed.
Aponia
Though I'm just as helpless when it comes to changing... I was able to grant them this little wish.
Ascetic's Memory 9[]
Mei
You said you tried many ways to change the end... Aponia, can you give me some examples?
Aponia
Of course... which kind would you like to hear?
Aponia
The kind that people had high hopes for and I spared no efforts, or the kind that was a lone and desperate struggle?
Mei
It doesn't matter.
Aponia
Then I shall serve the save the second kind for later. I do not wish to deepen your misunderstanding of me.
Aponia
Though I do not feel this way, many believed... I was too extreme and perhaps cruel at that time.
Aponia
The first kind... was unpredictable as well. I initially strove to change the consequence by changing its cause. It became the lowest point in my life.
Mei
I know a thing or two. But according to you, you weren't so keen on following your vision.
Aponia
Su and I discussed this. He believed the end could not be changed due to the laws of historical development. "The thing that hath been, it is that which shall be," history is doomed to repeat itself.
Aponia
I could not refute. It impelled me to try humanity.
Mei
Then you'd have to change every human, which seemed...
Mei
......
Mei
Wait, you said you disciplined for another purpose. Is this it?
Aponia
Yes, but my efforts came to noughtnought. The other approaches I adopted later were little more than struggles.
Aponia
Must we continue this topic? Thought it was never my intent, I have hurt too many people.
Mei
You crave change, but demand me to follow a set path?
Aponia
This may upset you... Mei, you are among the weak I seek to protect.
Aponia
I tried, and I failed. But still, I will do my best to give you a happy ending.
Ascetic's Memory 10[]
Aponia
Could you come over, Mei?
Mei
... What is it?
Aponia
You look like a frightened animal... "Please" come to me.
Mei
......
Mei
Didn't you say you won't do it again?
Aponia
Since you are fated to accept it, I might as well trim the branches beforehand.
Aponia
"Please" reach out your hand.
Soon, a cold sensation wrapped around Mei's finger.
Mei
What's this?
Aponia
A symbol.
Aponia
When I first attained the power of Discipline, I would give such a ring to anyone who received my discipline. The corresponding discipline was engraved on it.
Mei
What's the point of doing this?
Aponia
I value the sense of ceremony.
Aponia
Every discipline was also an imprint on myself that served as a reminder. But as the world continued to deteriorate, I disciplined more and more often...
Aponia
Even I found that troublesome.
Mei
......
Mei
What about this one? Is a discipline engraved on it?
Aponia
No, I will not impose a true discipline on you, Mei. It is harmful to one who should continue to exist in reality.
Aponia
As for this ring... I made it when disciplining myself. It was a restraint to myself, but now my blessing to you.
Mei
I can't refuse, can I?
Aponia
You may try. In all honesty, this is not a threat.
Mei
... Fine. Can I offer you a suggestion, Aponia?
Aponia
Yes?
Mei
Maybe there was no such tradition in your era, but...
Mei
Next time you give someone a ring, don't wear it on this finger.
Chapter 3[]
About Elysian Realm 1[]
Su
Well then, have you come for Mobius?
Su
What she had started has already ended... completely.
Aponia
You all knew that plan would not come to fruition, Su.
Aponia
If you are here, the Elysian Realm will not go awry.
Su
Then... do you plan on interfering again?
Su
You've heard this before. You should try taking advice.
Aponia
...
Su
Aponia, please stop trying.
Su
It's us who enable the realm to exist in this form, so I know better than them... that we both have limits.
Su
Future... belongs to the future.
Aponia
Su, there are subtle differences between us.
Su
True. My talent as a psychic is incomparable with yours.
Su
Your control over the realm... is unusual. Using more power when shaping the realm doesn't justify it.
Su
... It happened after I had fallen into a coma.
Su
You took the last step to completing the realm alone... What did you do?
Aponia
Su, nothing escapes your eyes.
Aponia
However...
Aponia
We did not complete this place together. I... am the Elysian Realm itself.
About Myself 1[]
Aponia
Mei, does it feel different to meet me here?
Mei
...
Aponia
Won't you say anything?
Mei
I'm being as friendly as I can to someone who threatened to kill me someday.
Aponia
That will happen inevitably. Pay it no mind.
Mei
Inevitably... You love this word.
Aponia
Sigh. Must you continue questioning this? But it is what makes you you.
Aponia
You may leave, but you must have discovered it by now... that you cannot escape your fated end even in reality.
Mei
...
Mei
If the Elysian Realm is constructed by minds, then when a living being enters it, a psychic MANTIS can extend their influence to their brain.
Mei
I wasn't aware of it because Su didn't want to do it.
Aponia
No, a psychic is less horrible than you make them out to be, Mei.
Aponia
No matter how astonishing an ability is, it will perish together with its master. No amount of memories stored here can alter this fact.
Aponia
But there was an accident... with Discipline.
Mei
... Can you be more specific?
Aponia
At first, we believe Discipline was a binding - essentially a more powerful mind-hacking.
Mei
You're downplaying it. Most people who mentioned it to me dreaded it.
Aponia
Perhaps... they dreaded more than me.[sic]
Aponia
I used it as a suggestive power to restrain behaviors... and defend morality.
Aponia
But the essence of Discipline, which I unintentionally wielded, was not discovered until Dr. MEI studied it...
Aponia
Discipline, while conveying the will of the giver, also detects and realizes the desires of the receiver.
Mei
Realize? In what sense?
Aponia
I would tell you if I knew. If...
Aponia
Ridiculous, is it not? They may think of me as the strongest psychic MANTIS, yet I cannot fathom my own power.
Aponia
All in all, if you still doubt my prophecy, it would be wise to leave the realm on the tenth day.
Aponia
But I know... you will not.